I am very, very slow but I am working/writing. I have been world building for awhile now and unfortunately I am far too ambitious for my own good! BUT, I KEEP on. I cannot write the story if I don't do the work and nobody can do this but me. It isn't easy and sometimes is confusing but I have so many notes and ideas that I try to get them all to fit together like puzzle pieces. Sometimes I doubt myself so I give up and then it is two steps forward and five back consistently. However, for the last year I have realized that isn't necessary. I CAN do this. I WILL do this. It doesn't matter how long it takes me only that I keep trying and it is NOT a waste of my time or my life because it IS the creativity of my soul. SO...I work. But I still don't know all the why's and how's and I get confused a lot. Then sometimes I go away and come back with an idea that I already had and added before...so the story is inside my mind and sooner or later it will find it's way to the page. All I have to do is ALLOW it....
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